A sad start of the day

ahhh... early morning and i am very sad... Why? Coz once again... i didnt manage to call lin to wake her up for her morning event again.... dun understand wat happen to me... always morning event i couldnt wake her up.. but normal day is ok.. damn!! this time rd i manage to wake up.. bring the phone to the bed.. and i fell asleep~~~ only to be woke up by her sms telling me she went to bath... AHHHH.. stupid la me.. damn... its been 3rd time already.. i guess there is no more reason y would i be the primary alarm clock for her le... sigh~~~

anyway... today office very empty... rarely the case coz they usually will have party.. but this time rd it was held at science park.. damn.. so far away... but who cares.. lol.. its boring to go there with not much pple i know....

Ahhh... looking at the time now.. its abt 12:33 PM and almost time for me to leave... i hope tonite can be a great nite..

hmmm... speaking of eve... ytd lin ask me a very interesting question... she was asking if i must be with her during all the festival anot.. (i change abit.. coz i think she means this)
hmmm wat should i reply? seriously.. i would love to have her around me during this kind of time.. but it seem like she doesnt really wan me to be with her coz she might feel restricted and not so much of fun bah... should i juz let her go? chances are she might not wan me to be there either.. and i dun wan to be such a thick skin to keep asking her to bring me go.. i dun like tat kind of feeling... looks like i gonna let her choose her own program this coming new year.. even if she choose to be with her fren without me.. i guess... tats for the best of her...

hmmm... i've been thinking.. should i keep meeting her frequently or should i juz let her be her own..? she seem like wanting to go out so much.. and i hate the feeling of restricting her to go..
maybe i see too much of hui and augus whereby they go around anywhere together.. be it with who de fren... seriously.. kinda jealous on how they can both agree on that..

ohhh.. i re-played maple story for a while.. and i find it not too bad for a short while.. lol... juz a short while of enthu.. i know i will be sick of the game again after i finish playing tat new class.. pirate...

Pirate to me is a very interesting job/class... be it game or real life.. it always interest me... sailing around the sea everyday.. how nice is it? I almost become a navy officer that doesnt stay in singapore~~ if i went into OCS and became the navy officer.. i guess life now should be 180 change bah... i wont know my lin now.. alright i think i stop here now.. too much things to say.. but too less time to spend... gd day everyone!! Merry Christmas!!!!