Maybe

I juz read xiao mao blog a moment again while I'm in office... i read through her old post... I really think I've been thinking too much and even doubt her feeling towards me.......

Maybe her feeling has faded as time goes by.. but i shouldnt suspect the gd times and the wonderful time i have with her... Shouldnt suspect if she did love me before...

I think i shouldn't treat her so badly after we broke up and i start to feel bad about it..

Maybe she did just treat me as friend but i was still in my own dreamland as i realized she does not mentioned about me anymore in her blog since 2010.

Maybe i have yet to do my part as a bf since 2010.. we stop chatting on phone and we stop talking till dawn...

Maybe this is something i need to keep in mind..

Maybe i take it granted that she can cope for herself... but in fact she still want the same kind of feeling and concern from me..

Maybe i overlook all this thing... but everything is too late... I'm sorry i overlook this feeling..

But till now... I still love U.. I Do....