Sorry

Sorry everyone.. i let u all down and myself down... when i go past NLB today... i realise i still feel hurt... a moment of pain on my heart came in silently and painfully. Esp when i get out of circle line and realise the path i took is the path she shown me to NLB.

It doesnt come and go... it comes in and stay.... i was even worried that i would run into her... damn it... y am i being so coward!? simply hate myself for it...

Haven been blogging these 2 days not becoz I am lazy.. juz schedule abit tight plus pretty tired...
Finally had my gelare Waffle... had the same ice cream she introduce to me.. but this time is with Wenting... ahhh ty for being there with me.. although u really eat alot in bali and willing to eat more with me first before ur exercise =)

I was so sad when Wenting say my cup walker isnt tat nice after all... My Beloved Cup Walker with pudding!!!

Yesterday went to collect my diving equipment... wah i start to realise im getting fatter.. cant go into my M size suit le... shit... time for some runs~~~

Went to look for eileen after tat... ahhh seem like she going to be more busy when her sch start... so i know who i shouldnt look for next time for outing =x

I cant wait to go Tioman tomorrow.. i really hope that can help in healing myself out of this pain...

If time can go back... i wish i would love her more than i did.............