Today is suppose to be a new week... and new working week that i should start to live my new life without a person I'm so used to having around with... come to think abt it.. we have left a lot to be done...filled with ideas of going aussie la... hot air balloon la... sian..... the thought of tat makes me tear in MRT.. shit.. such a shame.. luckily no one was notice me..
Maybe i was still hoping to hear from her... i was looking at my phone every-time i get out from bath room..hoping to see a miss call or sms from her.. but every-time i saw nothing.. it was a disappointment...
Stupid as u say.. i always hate her for not doing anything to make the relationship better but i can never let her go... every thought of her being in a difficult situation makes me hurt... but I'm sure she is in a good hand now... hopefully.
She might not even bother to see this blog ever again and maybe right now she is having fun... but does tat matter to me? No.. it shouldnt... but somehow or rather i cant stop thinking.. I know i can never be with her again.. i cant make myself to do tat...
Anyway I need to thanks Wenting for listening to all my whining for the past 2 days... and all the rest that try to cheer me up..
Last of all.. my sis.. i really feel touch that she has to take leave so i do not need to attend my graduation alone since the person that suppose to go with me is no longer there...
Yes I'm fine.. but i need time to forget.. but not forgive :)
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