still pain

First.. i realise using safari from IPhone cannot come in and blog... quite sian...

Anway i was on my way back home in NEL, while i was thinking should i stop at dg or serangoon, i saw Potong Pasir.... reminds me of that guy and her... i realise... even if i still love her... i still cannot forget about him and her... and it still hurts....

Ironically, i am still hoping all this is juz a joke or prank that she will come to me and tell me... happy birthday or something...

I read through my own post.. I written this " since i determine that mao mao is my last one"
i almost cried again... last one... the word seem so far away from me... I also said i wish to exercise lesser control on her so she can have her freedom.. but i guess i exercise it too well huh...

Sigh... looks like my target of 1week recovery is not possible... i guess the love cant be simply overwrite within a week T_T