Being Alone

Recently i have plenty of time to think about what i have gone through and what have i changed to... Sometime i really think something is wrong with me... why have i changed so much until i couldnt recognize myself. Someone I am not used to be.. what causes me to change?

I think i really need some time alone but at the same time.. i do feel like having a company.. tried as hard as i want but i seem to be stuck in the emotion whirlwind that cant stop.. my head has been spinning since the break up... i wish i can shake this feeling off soon