emo

feel sudden emo today.. picture of her still keep flashing in my mind.. i feel i owe her too much.. i was not exactly a gd bf for a period of time... I cant seem to shake the feeling off.. Why would i feel that? Could it be that she was the only one that i let down.. and why is she the one? I mean she was a good girl but why do I have to let her down.. seriously i was so much hoping she is the one.. but why do i make such mistake?

sigh.. i hope life goes on.. but as of now. i hardly think so...