stupid

You know what makes me feel stupid? Is the unstoppable thought that keep imaging you would still care for me and the dream of having u back with me... i know i might not deserve that but i even had the thought to try talking to you again.. to convince you i can totally change.. but somehow deep down in my heart.. i feel like you dont care anymore.. and it hurts me... and the stupid thing is.. i wrote this the moment i reach sg because i cant stop thinking about you.. things dont seem to be the same for me anymore.. lost my motivation to move on..